Morning and Evening Prayer in Robbins Chapel

We are blessed with the gift of Robbins Chapel. In its architecture and art our chapel beautifully testifies to the ways in which we are called to a life that transcends ourselves, that is bound up with God’s divine will and work, and that holds a place in an old, old story that came before us and will continue long after each one of us. In a variety of ways Robbins Chapel also expresses the continuity of our learning and devotion to God. Even without our presence together in prayer, the chapel proclaims what we believe and hold important as a matter of good and humane education as well as well-grounded moral and spiritual formation.

And yet, there is something disconsolate about an empty chapel,isn’t there? However right and widely accepted may be the lessons taught by Robbins Chapel’s architecture and art, it is above all a sacred space in which we are to gather and come forth renewed for study, play, friendship, and life.

Would you, then, please receive my encouragement to join me in regular prayer in Robbins Chapel? For fifteen brief minutes of quiet reflection, scripture reading, and spoken prayer, we gather every weekday at 9 a.m. and 10 p.m.

Almost every morning, I am joined by a handful of faculty members who have committed themselves to pray with and on behalf of the college. Our own lives are being reshaped because of our commitment to pray with one another, and I believe that you will find much the same to be true for yourselves as well. If you are not in class at 9 a.m., I hope that you will join me and the faculty, find yourselves encouraged by your prayerfulness together with us, and look all the more expectantly for God’s direction in our lives and our college.

Similarly, at 10 p.m. each weekday I faithfully go into the chapel to express with you the solidarity we share in our need and hope for God. By showing up to pray we profess to one another and to the world—but even more so to the Lord whose glory we show—that we are not sufficient unto ourselves and that we trust God to supply, most evidently through Jesus Christ, what we lack. Herein, and certainly in the practice of regular corporate prayer, are found the touchstones by which the faithful throughout the ages have stayed the course in their quest to find and follow God.

I hope to see you soon in Robbins Chapel and elsewhere in and around Brooks College.

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Help, Companionship, and Community

Dear Members of Brooks College:

At our latest college tea, a number of you had the delight of hearing one of our recent alumnae, Ms. Emily Rodgers, reflect upon her life on the other side of graduation. Emily’s conversation with us was everything that you would expect from her if you know her. Her comments were wise beyond her years, informed by genuine reflection, and positively encouraging, just as her leadership last year as vice president of the college so often evidenced as well. For the benefit of everyone in Brooks College, I wanted to send along the opening quotation that framed her remarks. It is striking and profound.

When a community loses its memory, its members no longer know one another. How can they know one another if they have forgotten or have never learned one another’s stories? If they do not know one another’s stories, how can they know whether or not to trust one another? People who do not trust one another do not help one another, and moreover they fear one another. And this is our predicament now. Because of a general distrust and suspicion, we lose one another’s help and companionship. –Wendell Berry, The Work of a Local Culture

Wendell Berry expresses in these words a legitimate concern about contemporary culture. I believe, with Berry, that we should be alert to and alarmed at the ways in which our world, here at the end of modernity, too often deprives us of the benefits of community life.

I also believe with all of my head and heart that Brooks College provides for us the opportunity to be counter-cultural in an important way. We need not duplicate the predicament of modern culture, with the distrust and suspicion of its radical individualism. By building and remembering experiences of shared life, we can learn and tell one another’s stories. By learning and telling one another’s stories, we can grow in trust of one another. As we give ourselves in confidence to each other, we can embrace the help and companionship of a purposeful and life-giving community, one in which mutual friendship delights and sustains us.

Each one of us has choices to make in these regards every day. My choice is to learn, treasure, and trust alongside you. I hope that your choice will continue to be the same, just as you envisioned in applying to Brooks College. Please know that I am grateful to be with you and to share with you in a collegiate life marked by help and companionship. I cannot imagine it any other way.

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Dedicatory Prayer for Brooks College

Almighty Father, who in the marvel of Your divine grace blesses us through faith beyond all our works; who through Jesus has given us hope; and who by the Spirit’s power holds us in love;

Grant to us who are gathered here the continued promise of still greater faith, hope, and charity;

Give to us an abiding gratitude for the faithfulness of all your saints through the ages whose labors have made possible the goodness of Christian intellectual community; instill in us a right devotion for the legacy of Samuel Palmer Brooks that we commemorate here in the dedication of Brooks Village to your service; and inspire us to stronger and more confident faith because of those whose selfless commitment to You beckons us to better and nobler service today;

Bring about among us not only the fulfillment of Baylor University’s mission, but also and supremely the accomplishment of your purposes for our lives; as we labor patiently and hopefully, keep far from us the errors of either presumption or despair by making us humble and magnanimous in our pilgrimage as your children of promise; and

Convert us each day, that the spirit of “mine” and “ours” may become through love an acknowledgement that everything is Yours, that we may return your generosity as we cherish your gifts as occasions to bless others, and that in life together ordered by the love of you–and not in self-preferring pursuits–we may open ourselves up to your divine life;

These things we pray through Jesus Christ our Lord, to the glory of the Three-in-One whose love “rules the sky” and “our hearts as well.”  Amen.

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Riotous Reading, Stormy Seas, Glimmers of Glory

The long weekend that today concludes Fall Break at Baylor has brought me a riotous, bacchanal consumption of books. Wild-eyed and frenzied have I been in feasting my eyes on words, countless thousands of them, as I have greedily clutched at and devoured everything at hand. P.G. Wodehouse’s Money for Nothing, Walker Percy’s Lancelot, Alasdair MacIntyre’s Edith Stein: A Philosophical Prologue, two reviews of Wodehouse by Bottum and by Evans, and an essay by my colleague Phil Donnelly on the Miltonic and Dantean features of Wendell Berry’s Remembering have all, in turn, been swept up and consumed indulgently.

I believe they have been life giving as well, inspiriting a mind grown too stiff through insufficient use of the right sort. It is not as if I do nothing day-in and day-out. My days are full of a host of activities that call for discernment and judgment, and for thoughtful engagement and artful response. Yet for the most part, I have too much found myself dependent on the accrued intellectual and spiritual capital of bygone days, with scant opportunity to develop new stores.

These past few days, then, have provided occasion to restore my mind by giving it new material on which to work. What will be the results of drinking in Donnelly, Evans, Bottum, MacIntyre, Percy, and Wodehouse? Not stupor, I should like to think, but clarity and earnestness.

The luxury of the past few days as much as anything comes from a rare chance at solitude and quiet. Michele and Zachary left on Thursday for Birmingham, and with most of the college emptied out as well and classes cancelled on Friday, I have been largely alone, though all too present with myself.

Discomfited, distrait–this is the result of my reading. I feel out-of-place, off-kilter, at odds with the world. I am neither fish nor fowl, but some misshapen offspring not suited well for life in air or water. I occupy a lifeboat, perhaps, adrift in the wide ocean and at the mercy of the winds, able neither to swim freely in the currents nor soar on high in the heavens.

Life in Brooks College presents an unparalleled prospect of outfitting a better lifeboat for the heavy seas we face, and not only for me and mine, but for all the college members. I wonder if they have any inkling? Do they know the lavish gift they have been given? Can they see the need for, and the blessings of, community, discipline, prayer, study, and virtue, together with the simple, perfect joys of fun, leisure, and re-creation?

Glimmers of glory are still glory, even from a storm-tossed barque at the unpropitious outset of the third millennium. And so, however dark the skies grow, to whatever extent of obfuscation of plain eternal truth our age tends, wherever mercilessly the devils of the passing age prod and tempt us, we have a well-built craft and, better still, a good master of the seas and skies to guide our vessel home to port, if we but allow it.

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Becoming a Saint

Two British “W’s” have captured my attention of late.

First, there’s Evelyn Waugh, whose Brideshead Revisited I first read around two years ago, then re-read before ordering a spate of Waugh’s books, of which only The Loved One has been read. More recently, indeed only in the last month, I have become acquainted with P.G. Wodehouse and his Wooster-Jeeves novels. Right Ho, Jeeves; The Mating Season; and Jeeves and the Feudal Spirit, without exaggerating, have kept me in stitches.

What’s more, if George Weigel and Jody Bottum are to be believed, Waugh and Wodehouse constitute as faithful and forceful a pair of Christian writers amidst the dessicated remains of modernity as one might fine. And this reality, I believe, is all the more admirable knowing that it is behind, amidst, and beyond the consummate artfulness of their prose. To be formed by reading the right kinds of authors is paramount. We cannot help having our imaginations shaped by the lives, ideas, and communities in which we vicariously participate when reading. Who, then, and what, must I read? Waugh and Wodehouse?

Among the gems cited by Weigel in his First Things essay (“St. Evelyn Waugh”) is this extract from a letter Waugh wrote to John Betjeman:

Saints are simply souls in heaven. Some people have been so sensationally holy in life that we know they went straight to heaven and so put them in the calendar. We all have to become saints before we get to heaven. That is what purgatory is for. And each individual has his own peculiar form of sanctity which he must achieve or perish.

Weigel comments on this passage: “What counted was sanctity. Moreover, what counted was to discover the vocation by which God had determined how the individual was to be sanctified.”

Our vocations differ, in one sense, but they are united in another, far more profound sense–we bear our callings for the sake of a sanctity that brings us to God, or else we perish. Shall I be made a saint through my service to Baylor, or shall I perish? Is it herein that I have found my vocation, and thus herein that I must labor patiently until Christ returns or my body fails? As Waugh puts it, “It is no good my saying, ‘I wish I could be like Joan of Arc or St. John of the Cross.’ I can only be St. Evelyn Waugh–after God knows what experiences in purgatory.” I can only be St. Douglas Henry, after God knows what travail–and rest and peace and prayer and singing–in this life and upon the Mountain that I too must climb.

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Oxford Reverie, Baylor Reality

Difficult does not describe the circumstances involved in thinking that, little more than a week ago, I was in Oxford. So different in character are my environs, and so less inspiring are the sights and sacred spaces/places around me, that life cannot help taking on a different nature here as well–one that is less luminous, more humdrum, and too ordinary and I fear banal. I wonder if those privileged to walk Oxford’s cobblestone streets, hold prayer in the hushed college chapels, and entertain high intellectual discourse as a matter of routine, come themselves to regard it as ordinary, take it for granted, and lose sight of the glorious ideals they are honored to embody, if they choose to do so?

We all, so it seems, live in the ordinary, except for those special interruptions that bring with them the possibility of seeing our circumstances from another vantage. Perhaps the trick is to hold fast to what is gained during those extraordinary days, and to let it infuse the sublunary with the supernal.

Dear friendships, common meals, noble ideals, disciplined prayer, and continual discourse about great ideas, culture antique and late, and humane principles and practices–this is the stuff of Oxford that can inform life within a university such as Baylor is. Precisely such qualities as these motivate the vision I have, with others, of Brooks College, now under construction and slated to open in a year. Can we bring Oxford to central Texas? Surely not. But we can strive for a kind of life that is appropriate to the constraints–and the advantages–of this particular place, adapting our own lives and practices in modest ways to see something greater than Baylor has witnessed before come into being. To be a part of such a venture, to dream lofty dreams with kindred spirits pledged to Christ Jesus–to share a common life with true friends–is surely blessing beyond blessing.

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Canterbury Cathedral and the Making of a Christian

With Scott Moore and Barry Harvey I left Oxford yesterday morning for Victoria Station, London. We checked our bags at a nearby hotel and then went by train to Canterbury. Some months ago Scott proposed a pilgrimage on our final day before returning, following in the steps of those countless Christians from days of old to the present who have journeyed to the great cathedral.

Canterbury is a clearly identifiable medieval town. From the station at Canterbury East, we walked along the ancient defensive wall to the village, and along the main street lined with quaint shops and flats–too overrun with global, corporate franchises like the ubiquitous Burger Kings and McDonalds, but still bearing resolute witness to the days of old. Turning down an alley that led straightway to the cathedral gate, we were met with a vision of one of the great places of Christian worship in the world.

Though Scott regards Canterbury as his favorite cathedral the world around, and though I am in awe of its majestic witness to human longing for the God who has visited us in Jesus Christ Incarnate, I maintained that St. Peter’s in Rome holds pride of place. I detected mild disappointment in Scott that Canterbury was less than supreme in my estimation, but I must hasten to say that it is virtually indescribable in its beauty. Its sweeping gothic lines, its sacred memorializing of Becket and Anselm, its angelic choirs with voices reverberating from end to end, its sightless heights–such as these qualities mark it wondrous in the Christian world.

How many penitents it has held over the centuries, how many earnest prayers have been directed to God, how many faithful acts of obedient Christian discipleship have been practiced, how many words of pastoral counsel heard and received–thanks be to God!

During an evening in London we took the tube to Leicester Square, then walked to the raucous evening life of Covent Garden. Street performers of varied ability, a carousel, and shops and stores clamored for the attention of the throngs of people there. After the finest meal of my week abroad, at an Indian-Bangladeshi restaurant, we walked to Charing Cross, visited a few bookstores, toured the area southwards to the river Thames, and walked across and back on the Golden Jubilee bridge, from which we saw London at night in one direction to the Houses of Parliament and in the other to St. Paul’s Cathedral–a perfect way to commemorate our last evening in London.

My heart is set on home now. I write aboard the plane; we have taken off and are pointed westward toward the New World where loved ones wait for me. To embrace wife and child, hold them close, hear them and bear them along with me in and through all of life’s joys, and also to keep them from all the world’s pains when they come–these goods of life together draw me homeward.

High among the lessons underscored anew during these last days is the imperative to conform my life to disciplines and practices of Christian faith, the ones attested to by millennia of well-ordered, time-tested, biblically-shaped, and ecclesially-based tradition. Christians are made, not born, and however much I know and assent to this, to observe the divine offices each day within our household, to note the saints’ days and holy days of the liturgical year, to hold in my heart the creeds, confessions, hymns, and prayers that have buoyed the sinking souls of the faithful through the years, and to know these things amidst friends and families–my own included–must occupy my attention. I have long thought of the need to follow a new, more serious way of discipleship. I have oft wanted to speak with Michele in earnest of it, but ’til now I have not. Delay no longer. “Choose ye this day whom ye shall serve,” the Lord says. Insofar as such choosing takes place each day, and inasmuch as the resources of the Christian tradition enable just that, so must I give the tradition that is mine the wholeness of my devotion.

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Impressions of Magdalen College

Gentle, cooling rains, accompanied by a few flashes of lightning and restrained peals of thunder, made sleeping last night almost pleasant. The summer heat has been virtually unbearable, and all of us have found ourselves struggling to stay comfortable. So warm, humid, and sticky has it been, with a near universal absence of air conditioning, that a few jokes have passed around the dinner table about whether we are in Oxford, Mississippi and not Oxford, England. To have a few days of rain and the wafts of refreshing air blowing through the window on the quad was wonderful. And though I do not doubt the capacity of the British thunderstorm to let loose on occasion with destructive intensity, yesterday’s evening storm was fully in character with every stereotype of the British people–proper, refined, and altogether repressed by the canons of decency and politeness.

I spent a portion of the afternoon yesterday with friends touring Magdalen College, the great fifteenth century institution known for both Cardinal Wolsey and Sir Thomas More, along with Wm. Tyndale, Thomas Hobbes, and of course C.S. Lewis, among the most famous of the college’s fellows. Magdalen is remarkable for its wealth, and for its concomitant spaciousness and relative opulence. With its soaring, solid tower, from which Charles I defended himself against his besieging countrymen, its ornate chapel, and its spread of adjoining buildings around the deer park, the contrast with Regent’s Park College could hardly be sharper. Other Oxford colleges surpass Magdalen in various singular respects, but I doubt any of them are grander taken altogether. Still, it is strikingly apparent that, however far separated in terms of resource Regent’s Park and the likes of Magdalen may be, the basic physical arrangements of the Oxford College are what serve as the animating principle of its success. Life together in community, joined in by those committed to finding truth, and enabled by the shared practices of prayer, table fellowship, study, and close conversation, among others.

Our seminar discussions are going generally well each day, occupying the better part of the mornings. The theme set for the meeting, by my design when we crafted the call for papers last year, was organized around the question of what Baptists have to learn from and to contribute to the longer, larger Christian tradition. As it turned out, a solid core of our participants ended up drawn from the authors of the so-called Baptist Manifesto: Curtis Freeman, Barry Harvey, and Elizabeth Newman, among other later signatories–Mark Medley, Philip Thompson, and Scott Moore. Here we have an exceptional group of faithful thinkers committed to Christian catholicity, and to the common cause in which they are joined. . . .

I spoke to Michele by phone for the first time last night since leaving Waco on Saturday. The phone had 3:28 of time left on it when I started the call, so our conversation was hurried and brief. How sweet to hear her voice, to know that she and Zachary are well, and that my daily prayers for God’s peace and protection have been answered.

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Impressions of Regent’s Park College

Regent’s Park College must number among the poorest of the Oxford colleges. Tucked away on the northeast side of the central portion of the city, it is unlikely that many passers-by identify it without a marked map in hand. Its plain facade has no grand portal and only the most obscure of signage, with a small college shield, near the entrance to name it. The small interior quad has some plain and very modest efforts at a garden. The hall of course features the ubiquitous Oxfordian high table, but the space itself is marked by a conspicuous penury, a testament to the constraints and marginal status of the nonconformist Baptists that sponsor the college, perhaps. The ceiling is wood-paneled, but with a stained plywood, so it appears, rather than with a richer hardwood as might be found in other college halls. My own quarters, in room ten on the second floor of the north wing, are those occupied by students of the college in term, and they are Spartan by any standard, though certainly adequate for my needs. For all of its lack of architectural fanfare, it can claim among its heroes such noteworthy Baptists as Thomas Helwys, for whom the great hall is named, and William Carey, whose name is found alongside Helwys’.

Yesterday offered an occasion for bookshopping, first at Jericho Books a few blocks away, by myself, and then later at St. Stephen’s across from Christ Church with Barry Harvey, Mark Medley (Campbellsville, KY), and Kyle Childress (Nacodoches, TX). At Jericho I purchased Burnett’s Early Greek Philosophy and Merton’s Waters of Silence. At St. Stephen’s I purchased a couple of volumes about Newman and the Tractarians.

There’s more to write, but Scott Moore has arrived from a conference in Dresden; he will be here, in RPC, for the rest of the week’s seminar.

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