By: Maggie McBride, BA 2020
Our semester has finally drawn to a close, and what a full semester it was.
Tuesday, May 2nd, our class finally had the privilege of giving out grants to the organizations we researched all semester. The time, effort, and thought that went into these decisions finally culminated into a beautiful ceremony where we got to support and honor the work that these organizations do in our community.
This ceremony brought much joy and celebration to its participants, but it also caused us to reflect on the semester. Our class just collectively spent a vast sum of money, and it was entirely in our hands where and how we spent it. I recently discussed this class with one of my peers, and she asked me, “do you find it difficult to know if you made the right decisions with the money?” This question, depending on the stages throughout the semester, certainly had different answers.
Before we made each decision throughout the process, I felt their incredible weight. Our class, a combined group of eighteen to twenty-two year olds, held the responsibility for tens of thousands of dollars. Each organization we considered does great things in the Waco area, so it was hard to know who was doing the “best” things, and what the best way was to spend our money. I wanted a sign saying “this is the right answer!” because there were dozens of “right” possibilities tugging at my heart and mind. When I compared each possible scenario with my group about how we would spend this money, it felt nearly impossible to know which way was the best way to spend our money.
On the other hand, after every decision this semester, I knew that the collaborative effort of my classmates resulted in the right decisions. When we decided which organizations to move forward in the grant process, and later how much, if at all, we should grant to these contenders, I felt an ease in knowing we did the best we could with the information we had. When I reflect on the grants we made this semester, I am grateful that we made the choices we did, and the award ceremony solidified this feeling in every possible way.
Celebrating these collective victories for our community was the best way to enter this summer season. Joy filled the room because we knew that these grants would lead to so many positive outputs in our community. I am grateful to the Philanthropy Lab and Aramark for making these endeavors of our class lead to real fruits within the community. Our reception may have been the final collective act of the class, and the end of a long grant-making road, but it was also the beginning of something new and beautiful in our Waco community. I cannot wait to see how well these organizations utilize these funds, and how the theoretical “most good” we strived to find in our class becomes a reality in the streets of Waco.