By Aaron Harder
It’s been raining. I mean really raining since I went to bed around 9:30 last night. OK, I am totally kidding. Who goes to bed a 9:30?!
But it really has been raining since then, and now, almost 13 hours later, it’s still raining. I love the rain so it does not bother me, but still 13 hours straight of rain…that’s a long time. And despite my love of rain, I almost skipped class this morning simply because I did not want to get my backpack soaked through (as it turns out my backpack is pretty much rain proof, which was a great surprise for me this morning). I use a five-subject notebook for my five classes, so if it got wet, school would become very difficult.
As I was debating whether or not I should go to class, I remembered that today in my Leadership and Communication class, we were discussing authentic leadership. I really didn’t want to miss the lecture, so I braved the weather and walked directly to class, or rather the bathroom outside of my class to dry off, and then to class.
The class was one of the best lectures I have ever heard. We discussed how authentic leaders have strong morals, self-discipline, passion, compassion and others’ trust among other things. Essentially, this type of leader is a person who everyone would want to follow.
But the big take away was not about the ingredients of an authentic leader, but was about how an authentic leader accepts his or her own unique story. So often I count myself short of someone else because I did not struggle like they did, or I am not as talented as them, or what I am good at is not as cool as what someone else can do. What a load of garbage!!!! God made us all unique. We are not copies. Everyone has different struggles, talents and abilities for a reason.
This morning opened my eyes to how sad it is that I, and others, discount ourselves because of our uniqueness. Now I am not saying that being a lone wolf is good either. We were made for community, but communities are not very successful when everyone does the same job. In fact, a community would fail if everyone tried to do the same thing or be the same person. For many, the idea of community has been warped into conformity.
So, instead of discounting and downgrading your own story, talents and abilities, know that you were given them for a reason. Now that may immediately disappoint some of you because you may not be as “popular” or flashy as others. When you have these thoughts, ask this question – who decided that our talents and abilities were supposed to be compared with one another? It’s ridiculous how much joy I lose when I compare myself and my abilities to others. And honestly, it’s useless to do. I was made to be unique and gifted to do only what I can do. My story has value. I have value not in what I can’t do as compared to someone else, but I have value because I was uniquely created to do what I can do. And guess what? Your story and life have infinite value because of who you were created to be. Your story is unique for a reason. So stop comparing yourself to others, and enjoy knowing that God created you with a unique and caring design.