I don’t know what it is about blogs, I just have a hard time with it. If I were to really give out my thoughts, opinions, wishes, wants, and hopes – it’d possibly be therapeutic. But, as it is, I’m just subconsciously filtering myself and trying to sound a certain way in order to sound more appealing and less lost. Which sounds way more deep and hardcore than I mean for it to. I think it’s been so easy lately for me to just feel comfortable with myself and my feelings, and my boyfriend – Danny – is very much to thank for that. So I guess it feels weird to talk to basically the equivalent of an electronic university monitored diary or journal. It’s odd putting my thoughts out there without any guarantee of any type of acknowledgement or validation. I don’t know. Maybe I’m thinking too far into this.
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