JUNE 9TH 2012
It’s hard to put into words how I am feeling before I head to Washington DC tomorrow. I am equal parts ecstatic, terrified, and hopeful. I guess to begin this experience and this blogging (that I am not so good at yet), I will make a few lists.
Things I am excited for:
- Working at Life Pieces to Masterpieces!
I can’t wait to meet all these beautiful apprentices and see how they are transforming their lives into beautiful masterpieces. Also, I can’t wait to be a part of the amazingly supportive staff.
- New city and all the fun things that come along with it!
Discovering hole-in-the-wall restaurants, finding my own special park to relax in, becoming a public transport expert, and to be in a new state with a new culture.
- Meeting fellow Shepherd Interns!
I love getting to know people with different life experiences than my own. It’s the best way to learn about the world outside of my own bubble of friends, family and school.
Things I am nervous about:
- My commute!
I would say that I can survive getting around on public transportation in most cities, but DC is a whole new world for me. I will be taking two trains and one bus to get to work! I hope I can blend in soon and be safe.
- Safety!
I am a little nervous about navigating through an entirely new neighborhood at the mercy of public transportation, especially a neighborhood on the outskirts of DC. I take many abilities for advantage at Baylor — carrying around a backpack, using my cellphone — that could put me at risk in certain areas. Praying that I have wisdom and discernment in these situations!
But what makes these fears more bearable is my hopes and expectations:
- I hope/expect that I will be able to see people as people and not be intimidated by their situation.
- I hope/expect that I will be more knowledgeable about the burden and cycle of poverty — not just monetary poverty but especially in lack of education and resource deserts.
- I hope/expect to be a part of a staff and community that is active in making a difference in their lives and the lives of others.
- I hope/expect to understand my weaknesses and to learn how to manage them.
And most importantly,
- I hope/expect to find my strengths and gain more understanding of my vocation — as Parker Palmer wrote, “[Vocation] is the place where your deepest gladness meets the world’s greatest need”